Love, Hate, Force, Pain
I feel…

I feel like puking.

My mom is angry at me,

She wont listen to me,

I didnt do anything.

Im so angry, hurt, and upset that I feel like Im going to puke.

If only she would listen to me, and respect my feelings once in awhile.

:-( I hate this feelings, thats why I went to CMU.

Even though I felt like crap going there also, at least my mom respects me a bit more there.

Australia?

Is Megan going to visit Australia?

One day for sure, no doubt about that!

BUT!!

I might go sooner because mom is cool with me going and said she was cool with me hanging with Matt and meeting his mom! :-)

Yep. My mom will (most likly) let me go before I leave the house. :-)

Tumblr…

To bad Tumblr is public and you cant have people unfollow you.

Who ever thought

Who would ever think, that I dont feel anything.

It doesnt bother me anymore.

Who would have thought that believing and saying one thing, can make you feel so happy?

Who ever thought that reading the Bible does make you feel a bit better?

Who ever thought that I would change a become a believer again?

Im changing, and with the help of God I will be a better person.

No matter what people say/post/email/text/call to me, it wont bother or upset me.

Because I now have God to help me through my rough times.

Still, who would have ever thought that I could feel like this? :-)

1 Corinthians 13

Love is patent and kind.

Love is not jealous or boastful or proud or rude.

It does not demand its own way.

It is not irritable, and it keeps no record of being wronged.

It does not rejoice about injustice but rejoices whenever the truth wins out.

Love never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful, and endures through every circumstance

Bled dry
A bullet never lies
Look into my eyes girl
Would I lie to you?

Stained grave
Do you feel the same way?
Tears flood from our eyes, girl
Would I die for you?

Start the engine to your car
I feel that romance will take the back seat
Tonight
Part the seal to my heart
I feel that my chance is under the moonlight

Watch them fall
(It’s a disaster)
To their knees
(Forever after)
As I lay I think I’m flatlining
Watch them fall
(It’s a disaster)
Thick as thieves
(Forever after)
As I lay I think I’m flatlining

Sorrow
Wait until tomorrow
Hold me close never go
Know that I would lie to you
I’m so insane
I still feel that sharp pain
Running down my spine, girl
Could I die for you

Watch them fall
(It’s a disaster)
To their knee’s
(Forever after)
As I lay I think I’m flatlining
Watch them fall
(It’s a disaster)
Thick as thieves
(Forever after)
As I lay I think I’m flatlining

Forever just won’t be the same
Just still I forgive you the pain
Take these broken wings fly from the heart you stole

Watch them fall
To their knee’s
As I lay I think I’m flatlining

Watch them fall
(It’s a disaster)
To their knee’s
(Forever after)
As I lay I think I’m flatlining
Watch them fall
(It’s a disaster)
Thick as thieves
(Forever after)
As I lay I think I’m flatlining

You’re with me, we’re going straight to hell